WAITING FOR IT

I should be safe in your arms
So why am I lying awake tonight?
Listening to the alarms
Notice how softly they play tonight
Wish they would all disappear
Maybe then I could see clear
I wanna hold you so close
Your loving is what I need most

Wish that I could stay here
But I’m so afraid here
Maybe I will lose ya
Oh I’m so confused
I can’t just shake the feeling
Oh my body’s reeling
Wish that I could change it
But the truth is I’m awaiting the end

I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it
Waiting for the end
I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it
And even if you try to reassure me
I’ll keep thinking that we’re heading for the end
I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it

I need to rein in my mind
Been chasing after possibilities
Looking for things I can’t find
Instead of what’s lying in front of me
Why can’t I live in the now?
Lately I drift in and out
It’s like I’m caught in a dream
But still I can’t get any sleep

Wish that I could stay here
But I’m so afraid here
Maybe I will lose ya
Oh I’m so confused (Will I lose ya?)
I can’t just shake the feeling
Oh my body’s reeling
Wish that I could change it
But the truth is I’m awaiting the end

I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it
Waiting for the end
I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it
And even if you try to reassure me
I’ll keep thinking that we’re heading for the end
I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it

Caught in limbo all these years
Never thought I’d still be here
I’d conquer demons in the night
If nothing else, learn how to fight
Thought I’d lay it all to rest
But I still feel like a mess
And I’m getting tired, I’m getting tired
Of waiting, waiting for the end

I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it
Waiting for the end
I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it
And even if you try to reassure me
I’ll keep thinking that we’re heading for the end
I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it

I’ve been waiting for it, I’ve been waiting for it